A non secular aliyah for one Holocaust survivor

2021-04-22 02:25:28

Through the month of December 2019, Eva Nisencwajg Bergstein lived in Jerusalem. She launched into a pilgrimage, a non secular exploration of private that means and reminiscences. It was a journey of a longtime craving to expertise life in Israel.

Her deep connection to the Land of Israel was shaped when in 1946 her uncle positioned her in a Jewish orphanage close to Krakow organized by The Jewish Brigade and Bricha (the underground motion that helped Holocaust survivors escape Europe). From there the journey took her and different survivors to France for a yr the place they had been reintroduced to being Jewish. They had been taught Jewish observances, rituals, Zionism, the Hebrew language, the that means of survival – all in preparation for his or her eventual life in Israel.

 “We had been ready for the announcement of the creation of the State of Israel, our new house,” Eva remembers.

But anybody who was claimed by family needed to be part of their family and when papers arrived that she was to go to Canada, she had no selection. Instances had been unsure, meals was scarce, sickness was widespread.

Though circumstances didn’t permit Eva to stay in Israel, the very existence of the nation has sustained her from its inception, from that second three months after arriving in Canada in 1947, as a younger 11-year-old woman, she heard the information that the UN had voted for the institution of the State of Israel.

“Aliyah was to not be my future,” says Eva. However the craving remained an intrinsic a part of her.

Her future was elsewhere. In 1984 her son Joey, then a Tenth-grade scholar, advised her, “Mother, at this time we studied the Holocaust for 10 minutes.” This prompted Eva to take motion, contact her good friend and collectively attend a seminar for academics on how one can strategy Holocaust training.

“And so started my journey as a Holocaust educator for the subsequent 20 years,” Eva recounts. “I’ve spoken to hundreds of scholars, junior and senior excessive faculties and universities, and organized yearly seminars and Yom Hashoah packages. Subsequent to elevating my household, this has been my most vital and fulfilling mission in life.”

THIS YEAR Eva addressed the younger girls in Mechinat Tzahali pre-army academy on Yom Hashoah and advised her story. Together with her phrases she unites previous, current and future:

“My title is Eva Bergstein. I used to be born in 1936 in Staszow, Poland. I survived the Shoah in Poland whereas nonetheless a younger baby.

In 1942, at age 5, I used to be separated from my loving household – my mother and father, grandparents, aunts, uncles and cousins. My father managed to smuggle me out of the ghetto and positioned me with Christian acquaintances Wiktoria and Stanislaw Szumielewicz. On this final journey collectively he tried to make me perceive that he was not abandoning me however attempting to save lots of my life as a result of he may now not shield me, and that I mustn’t ever divulge to anybody that I’m Jewish. 

I didn’t know what Jewish means however I did perceive that we had been in grave hazard – in spite of everything I did spend time within the ghetto and noticed the violence within the streets – scenes which have by no means left me to at the present time.

Thus started my journey in a world that turned the other way up – the place a small baby turns into a fugitive actually on the run for her life solely as a result of she is Jewish, a world the place households are separated of their determined battle to outlive, a world the place mother and father are compelled to entrust their youngsters to strangers of their determined battle to save lots of them.

Wiktoria and Stanislaw risked their lives to save lots of me so in my story they’re the heroes – not I. Wiktoria and I shortly shaped a robust bond and though I missed my household, I did really feel protected and cherished along with her.

Sadly we had been betrayed by suspicious neighbors and needed to flee in the course of the night time in an effort to discover one other protected place.

My subsequent hiding place was a Catholic convent orphanage – a really totally different hiding expertise for me, as right here nobody knew that I used to be Jewish. I lived right here for about three years, at all times in worry of being found.
In early 1945 the orphanage was bombed and someway Wiktoria, who lived shut by, heard in regards to the bombing and got here in search of me. She discovered me within the midst of rubble and took me again to her place.

We moved many extra occasions earlier than we had been liberated by the Russians in Might 1945.

Liberation was bittersweet as I waited for information of my household. Many months handed and nobody got here for me. Lastly Wiktoria gave me the tragic information: my household was all lifeless and he or she wished me to stay along with her and her husband as their daughter. I grew to like Wiktoria however I remembered my life earlier than I used to be separated from my household.

Throughout these years within the convent, it was the hope of being reunited with my mother and father that gave me energy to stay in silence whereas guarding my secret.

Overcome with the ache of grief, I turned bodily unwell for a while. A couple of yr later, within the spring of 1946, my uncle Henryk, my father’s brother, confirmed up at our door. He survived Auschwitz and spent a yr in search of me. He was decided to not depart Poland till he discovered the Szumielewicz household to see if I’m nonetheless alive and residing with them.

It was Uncle Henryk who facilitated my return to the Jewish world and ultimately to Canada.

Whereas ready for the journey to Canada, I used to be positioned in yet one more orphanage, this time a Jewish one, with different orphaned youngsters. We had been studying how one can be Jews once more – most us having survived in convents or in hiding the place we discovered how one can be Christians.

We discovered that solely 11% of all Jewish youngsters underneath German occupation survived the conflict. As I contemplated my survival, I puzzled, “Why me?” It was then that I set my objective in life – to rebuild my Jewish life and to recreate my Jewish household. This turned my purpose for survival.

And so I’m comfortable to say at this time that my life’s objective has been fulfilled.

I married after I was nearly 20 and along with my husband Sid raised three great youngsters; they married Jewish spouses and have blessed us with six stunning grandchildren. And so I really feel that I’ve continued the important hyperlink to future generations and thus fulfilling the explanation for my survival.

For all the youngsters who didn’t survive I want to learn a poem by Yaffa Eliach, additionally a toddler survivor:

We Have been Youngsters Simply Like You

One million and a half younger innocents

Among the many six million souls

Martyred in the course of the Holocaust

We had been youngsters similar to you

The delight and promise of

Flourishing Jewish communities

All through Europe and North Africa

Our mother and father’ pleasure, our folks’s future

A present to mankind

We had been youngsters similar to you

The kids of wealth and the youngsters of poverty

We laughed, we performed

We went to high school and summer season camp, we sang

And danced and dreamed,

However we by no means grew up.

Our world was all of the sudden engulfed in flames

Of hatred so vicious that it demanded our deaths –

Solely as a result of we had been Jews.

Identical to you, we wished to stay.

We clung to life and religion and we fought physique and spirit for bodily survival and Jewish id, with partisans and resistance teams,

In ghettos and camp uprisings, collaborating in clandestine faculties and prayers.

We had been smugglers and couriers and many people died on the sides of our grownup comrades.

We suffered the starvation and distress of the ghettos, the worry of betrayal in our hiding locations and false identities, the barbarism and the horror of focus camps, dying alone or within the trembling arms of our moms, in gasoline chambers and mass graves.

We had been youngsters of smoke and ash and flame.

A few of us had been lucky.

We younger survivors, manufacturers plucked from consuming fireplace, are hyperlinks within the chain of Jewish continuity.

We constructed new lives, in Israel, America, Canada and plenty of different nations.

We overcame the burden of our experiences to complement the world with our abilities and achievements

We’re the youngsters of yesterday.

However one and a half million of us stay solely within the photos of reminiscence – without end youngsters – a million-and-a-half guarantees by no means to be fulfilled.


I want to depart you with these ideas:

You’ll be able to solely think about what it means to me, a survivor of the Shoah – an individual who as a younger baby needed to conceal her Jewish id for worry of demise, to share at the present time with younger Jewish girls on the point of becoming a member of the Israeli Protection Forces – to share in your delight and mine of who we’re and within the delight and miracle that’s Israel for all Jews of the world.

I want solely that I could possibly be with you in individual to see your stunning and shining faces since you are our future! Am Yisrael Chai!” 

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